Managing a chronic condition is not at all easy and at times, the burden is real. The American Diabetes Association calls it “diabetes distress” while many in the diabetes community call it a burnout.
As someone who has had diabetes since the age of seven, I’ve had to deal with the constant checking of blood sugar, counting carbohydrates, making sure I take the right amount of insulin, getting to the gym to maintain my health, monitoring intake of everything I want to eat and then some.
This situation is more common than anyone would like to admit. It starts with feelings of exhaustion and can lead to depression and anxiety. However, many times we’re not clinically depressed. It’s an emotional issue that’s directly related to the worries and the burdens of having a chronic illness like diabetes.
I recall once, sitting with the resident doctor as she asked me textbook questions that I couldn’t answer. “How many fruits and vegetables do you eat a day?” I looked at her and said, “I don’t know. Whatever I decide to eat that day goes day by day.”
Then she asked the age-old question: “So, how are you doing?” It was at that moment that I decided to be completely blunt and honest. “I’m tired,” I said. “I’m tired. After having this for so long and doing exactly what I’m told without the right results, I wish I could just take a break for about a week.”
Like many chronic conditions, diabetes is NOT easy to manage. There’s a lot to take into account, especially understanding your own body and how it reacts to everything from insulin (whether you make it on your own or not), medications, food, drink, stress, happiness, sadness and the list goes on.
Then there are the numbers. From your daily blood glucose checks to your A1c percentage, not to mention weight, cholesterol, blood pressure – keeping track of it all is at times overwhelming. Actually, it’s always overwhelming. I constantly think, “If I didn’t have diabetes, would I even care?”
I’ve never stayed in a rut for very long, but it’s because I also knew what caused it and how to get myself out of it. It’s definitely tested my faith and determination, but with the right help and balance, I’ve continued on my path of diabetes management and care. Trust me, you can do the same.
What can you do when you feel yourself falling into this rut?
Here are a few suggestions for you:
Everybody (and every body) is different. Many times, the recommendations from your doctors in terms of medication intake and regimen change regularly, like every time you go in for a visit. There isn’t an equation to being perfect or maintaining the right balance which can make having diabetes incredibly frustrating, even if you follow your doctor’s orders to a T.
Scary, isn’t it? But fortunately, we can’t give up. We’re not allowed to. As much as you’d like to take a vacation, it’ll always be there and your life is worth so much more than quitting on self-care.
For more information on diabetes management and mental health, visit the American Diabetes Association and their magazine Diabetes Forecast.
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Presented by: Christina Rodriguez
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